Even though

So I am striving to write here everyday, it is a chore, and it isn't one. I mean, for the past few days I have been working on just loving kindness to myself and others. Today, I actually giggled and thought that life was strange but good. The sadness has it's place, and all in all, I know it will work out for all involved, I will work to be equitable, charitable, loving and humane in all of my dialogues. My anger comes out when  I am hungry, I have been an indulgent asshole about that in the past, wallowing in my suffering. That is something I definitely do not let happen anymore. Damnit past Michael, only sith speak in absolutes, so I try not to let it happen and it is a goal. I work out, and I feel that does help me out. I have alot of dreams, and I have to take my sadness energy, and use it to keep creating the best life I can for myself and those I love. I love you.